MY PIECE OF MIND
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MY PIECE OF MIND
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ME. (:
 Look I have a hot babe kissing me! :P
Likes to call himself "krej" I like..
eat, sleep, hanging out with friends...play sports like...basketball...and of cuz...snooker and pool!!!
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Friday, March 25, 2011 10:26 AM drained... I am really starting to feel the tiredness of it all...the ups and downs...juz her small actions...or inactions...affects me a lot...is madness...and it's juz so stupid...I always want to be there for her...but many times I tell myself I am not needed...and then...the very few times...when I am needed...(is for her selfish reasons btw) I am not there for her...because I tell myself that I am not needed...which is true...haha...well...the good news is...becuz right now....all she cares is him...so...whatever that I do or don't do...would not matter...haha.. yup...that's how sad my state has become...where I am willing to be there when she needs me..and when she doesn't...I would do my best to disappear...(super hard I tell u) well...the good news...(actually is bad news) is that she doesn't need me...haha...yup...cuz I can't do much for her anyway...and when I try to do something for her...I get rejected..again...what a joke... but ok lahz...at least..now my mood...a bit more stable...not as cock...ok..still cock... and and...I REALLY GOT TO LEARN TO CONTROL MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS...I THINK I AM TOO OBVIOUS SOMETIMES...SHIT....just quiet a moment...then is noticeable that something is wrong already...die... on a side note...I got to play pool today!! with my cousin...thankfully he and his friends didn't mind me joining them...I had fun!! =) I want her to care more about me...but I guess that's not possible...  |
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