MY PIECE OF MIND
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MY PIECE OF MIND
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Friday, May 20, 2011 9:58 AM hmm... juz wanna say this.... I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE PPL AROUND ME WHO CARE ABT ME!! =))
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 Wednesday, May 18, 2011 6:15 AM dun even know what to say... well....first...I have really made the decision to stop doing rubbish...but apparently...I still only juz did today...so...we will see if I am able to stop myself........ then 2nd.....I know that I am suppppppppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy belowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww the ladder......so low....that..I am not sure...time is able to save me....lol.... and is all my freaking doing....and the best thing is I can't stop myself.... but I HAVE TO...or...I am going to lose her....totally.... save me............. I am doing my best..........not to screw things up as it already is.... but...somehow...I always do something stupid again....................................................................... I.am.such.a.cock. Sunday, May 08, 2011 3:05 AM thinking about... ehh...some random thoughts...ehh...I should be less selfish...I still have selfish thoughts...wanting to push my limits...pushing her level of patience and tolerance... I am doing my best not to over-step it...haha...but sometimes I still do...sigh... move on move on!! anyway, general elections juz ended...and worker's part won both aljunied and hougang!!! woohoo!!!! haha...I feel sad for george yeo though..he is a good man...hopefully he sticks around... not forgetting mr chiam see tong!!!! A GREAT man...wonder what is he going to do next... Friday, May 06, 2011 5:01 AM hmmm...... I know she can do it herself...and that she prefers to do it herself...but...I wanna help...cuz I want her to be happy...and also...I wanna be useful to her...at least...make me worth juz that a bit more to her...but of cuz...it doesn't work that way...and at the end of the day...she isn't going to feel grateful at all...not one bit...becuz it was all voluntary on my part...is sad...but I gotta accept it... y do all these...waste of my time...but seeing her smile after helping a bit...erases my suffering...only for that short moment... today...I hardly got to spend time with her...and I really wanted time with her...but of cuz...as always...she is not willing to give it...the reason is obvious...so...I guess it's juz too bad for me...gotta wait...for the next time...before I can really spend time with her... 3:05 AM ouch... I feel very sad now...a small thing that we agreed on....she juz forgot like that....I know it's stupid...but I can't help it...she is someone who has a good memory somemore...so...what does this say?? haha...I guess I already know the answer...a long long time ago....and the pain....is still the same....haha...I am pathetic.... and now...I am supposed to accompany his friend to eat dinner...so that even though I need to go back home...I wun need to go back tgt with them...haha....i am seriously such a big joke....juz kill me seriously...juz kill me.... my emotions is worse than a stock market.... will she stop doing things that would not hurt me...haha...guess not...I was juz happy awhile back when I helped to arranged something for them...but juz a simple agreement that she forgot about...and I am back to my emotional wreck...lol... and here I was thinking that..my priorities for at least these 3 weeks should be studies....WHO AM I KIDDING... |
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