MY PIECE OF MIND
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MY PIECE OF MIND
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Likes to call himself "krej" I like..
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Tuesday, March 29, 2011 6:40 AM I think everyday will be feeling the same thing...how... went swimming today....haha...ya...I know...it's amazing...and I tell u one thing even more amazing...I dunno what came over me...but I am a very bad swimmer and yet I still went into adult pool swim....and end up almost drowning...and guess what was on my mind while I was drowning...haha...I told myself to stay calm...and then I was thinking...shit...dun let me spoil their day.....lol....and also guess what...I know that my drowning incident...only caused her to think..."shit lahz, y must have this drowning incident, what if spoil the fun mood how?" haha....and I was blaming myself the entire time juz now....y was I so stupid to do what I did....lol....and also...this incident...really made me think....I am really weak in the water....something that she is really strong at...and something that she loves....haha..really worlds apart...and really showed my pathetic self to her today....but ANYWAY...ALL she would be thinking is...what is he thinking and whether he enjoyed himself...juz fish my life...seriously.... asked her if she was ok having a gd chat....and she said no comments....haha...wow...how things have changed isn't it....and I dunno how am I going to continue living in a situation like that.... well...I guess...the thing I can console myself is...she is happy...which means...I should be happy...haha...of cuz I am happy for her...whenever I see her smile...I can't help but make a mental smile to myself...but like always...behind that mental smile...there is that same sadness....sadness knowing that I am not the one....haha.... haisssss...MOVE ON DAMN IT!!! MOVE ON!!!!!!!!  |
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